May 3rd, 2006


Hi all, the following post is a personal narrative that focuses on what queer has meant to me in my life.

The following text is multigenre. Its poetry, biography and philosophy among other things. The text is a point, a moment upon which I am freezing my life and to say "here I am, I have found myself" and by doing so lose myself.

When Moses asked Jehovah what His name was, Jehovah responded," "I am who I am. This is what you are to say to the Israelites: 'I AM has sent me to you.' "

"I'm a bitch I'm a lover
I'm a child I'm a mother
I'm a sinner I'm a sant
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know, you wouldn't want it any other way"

I was, I am, I will be....what? I journey for a purpose and the journey is the purpose. I am loosing myself to gain Experience. Within my spiritual journey I have touched the Tao and lost the illusion of myself and gained a flicker of Existential Experience. In this Tao, not this world, everything arises from the Tao, and through its manifestation an opposite is created. Ying yang. With dark there must be light, one gives birth to the other. But that is for a moment.

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