May 28th, 2005

Lucky Attack

(no subject)

First of all, I'm sorry if this is the wrong place to post this but i wasn't sure where else to bring this question.

So, I'm wondering about my identity. I'm a woman & I like the ladies, a lot. But I also like guys, a little. Should i identify as lesbian? Identifying as bisexual seems more isolating than lesbian: There's very little community for bisexual people, and I'm sick of being alone. I don't want to deceive anyone. It especially feels inappropriate to call myself a lesbian since my last relationship was with a man. I ended it 6 months ago, and i'd really like to date a woman again. I picture 'the love of my life' as female, and the idea of dating another man any time soon makes me uncomfortable. It also feels like lying.

Maybe i'm hanging on to some heterosexual privledge. Or maybe I really do honestly think Jude Law is scrumptious.

(In writing this, i did an image search of Jude Law, and in the first picture he was kissing another man. This increases his HOTNESS, which only raises MORE QUESTIONS!!!)